Friday, November 13, 2009

After much consideration, and huge courage of mine. I've decided to keep this relationship between me and him within in a circle of friendship. I have to move on, not to stuck in there and seeing him happily outside doing what he likes. I re-created my friendster account, I need to contact all my guys friend back. Especially Lao keithkeith. I know he missed me! :P
I find myself rather stupid to trust this guy, because he just betrayed my trust.
Trust are meant to be built, day by day. But he just pulled me down, within a day and left me alone.
Getting hurt twice by the same guy is enough for me. Moving on? That is what I'm doing now.

I'm planning to get some Sec 3 assessment already. I gotta have some determination so study, because I'm my parents only child.
I'm so glad that my mom was actually there for me when I'm down.
She told me a lot of stuffs and eventually led me to get to the right path.
I have to study real hard next year. Need to have more improvements for maths especially. I'm taking POA next year, hope everything will smooth. God will bless me. Won't he?
No one was born bad. It's just the path one chosen. I chose the wrong path, and now I'm trying my best to get back to the right path. I was nearly there actually, but I was pulled back to the wrong one.
I don't know why, I don't know I was influenced by who.
My father didn't know I smoke, I've got tattoos, I've got police case, My disgusting past and I flunk my subjects. Because my mom was good at keeping secrets.
She was an awesome mommy.
I would like to grab this opportunity to thank her anyway.
She told me I did became much more obedient this year, but that was not enough.
If I was obedient, JQ wouldn't have left me.
I've finally set my determination to say no to ciggs.
And no more tattoos for me anymore.
I knew the feeling of getting hurt by your love ones, for times.
So ya, I don't wish to hurt my mom anymore.

Went out shopping with my mom actually, bought a pair of oxford heels and some chocolates to brighten my day.
Met with a car accident when we're on our way to IMM.
Our personal vehicle hit a stupid Van and our car bumper ( Did i spelt that right? ) eventually dropped off semi-ly ( there is no such word as semi-ly, but this is the only word that came to my mind other than Half Way ). My mom eventually make a U-turn back to the spot but the stupid Van was already no where to be found.
C'mon, a lousy Van vs a Toyota Wish and somemore our car got hit till the whole bumper came off and the stupid Van only got a small little pathetic dent, who is the lu gi one? :x
Then my mom seems rather worried that thinking the Van owner may think that this is a hit and run case.
Talked to her and calmed her down while shopping is always the best way! :D
Reached home pretty early.
Going to have a fast jog later, so long I've ever jog :)
Stamina down down down down ~ :(
Fats up up up up! T.T
hahhaha, I've been skipping meals, especially yesterday.
Nothing for breakfast, A cup of soda for lunch, Nothing for dinner D;
Later gastric reflux, OMG . nonono, fuck that.
K bye all :)
I'm going to view & run people in friendster already! heees :D
Add me up kay?
crazydinooo-@hotmail.com (: