Tuesday, November 3, 2009

Finally, got to hear Terry's voice. I felt so pathetic, when my phone got taken away by my dad.
Just because reaching home at 11pm which supposedly been reaching home at 8pm.
I'm paying the bloody phone bill myself leh, what rights does he have to take my phone away?
Seriously, most of the friends around me had their phone bills paid by their parents.
And then, the most funny thing was that they don't encourage me to work outside, so I was thinking, how am I supposed to pay my phone bills. Just because my Granny gave me $10 once a week, doesn't means thats enough for my phone bill anyway.
Don't forget, It's holiday now. I don't even have a regular allowance.
When I didn't go out, which means I shall not have any allowance that day. So how am I supposed to save money?
So ya, I need a JOB. For phone bills and extra cash purposes.
I have already stopped my impulse buys already. Which nerds don't believe can try asking Ednes.
The recent shoppings, I just shopped for a golden glossy tank and a high waist skirt (which I regretted buying). So ya, just 2 items I bought that day.
Okay la fine la, I actually spent $190+ that day but that includes my hair treatment and such!
But thats like once been awhile stuffs.
And, I'm going to continue my piano lessons, better than rotting at home. I need to pass my piano grades ~

Next, what really pissed me off was to see a tag from a good friend of mine.
Perhaps, I should tell her that I did once badmouth about her. But she knew it, and that was last year stuffs.
This year, I'm trying all my very best to contact her and such. And I am so glad that few weeks ago, she did asked me out. The picture she printed out for me, still kept properly on my study desk.
And I'm so hell damn going to print out that picture that the 3 of us taken recently. Yea, Me, You & Her, the 3 of us. But uh, the recently stuffs I saw in her blog which somehow hesitate me and stopped my decision.
We're drifting apart my days, and soon I knew we're not going to be like last time. The fun we had during our Primary school days. I knew it's all going to be some stupid memories. And also I believe, that she'll gradually forgot those fun we had. Sad to say that, I'll never ever forget those memories.
So what I've done, It's still an obsession for her to make. Once my conscience is cleared, I've got nothing to be afraid of.
So I was thinking, who is the one who cried and hugged her when she tells out the truth during art lessons.
Haha, another naive thinking of mine. She'll never even remembered that day!
:)


And here's the the main reason why do I start posting this post.
It's because of a friend of mine. Ednes :)
I couldn't imagined myself, finally I've found a true friend.
Can you imagined how glad I am? Can anyone see the contentment there? :P
No matter what occurs between us, we're still us. As close as possible.
She is just like a superwoman, there for me whenever I need help. There for me whenever I need someone to talk to. And also, me as a friend, being there for her whenever she needs someone to talk to.
Though we're staying real far from one another and she's somehow not my classmate nor schoolmate, but can't one see that we're getting closer than ever?
One as to replace another, she's far too on top of any of my friends list.
Hope everything will be smooth between us.
I'm so sorry that I can't accompany you that night to play pool with your Glennon.
Yes, I'm guilty =/
Treat you lunch k? haha :)
love ya!


& I'm soon dying of hunger.
Feel like asking my sexy Terry to have breakfast with me then off to school to meet Emmelyn and others.
But, I don't know what time my Terry waking up later.
Yeah, later. Now is already 6am in the morning and I'm still awake.
Slept for 3 hours just now already, laughs.
He's going school later afterall.

Cut down on smoking, no more tattoos and try to quit alcohol (seems rather impossible though).
Remaking Facebook in process now. So lag! =/
I'm getting so violent nowadays, keep hitting and beating my Terry. ABUSIVE ACT! hahahaha :)
I love him because he ain't those other guys out there who only have those cb thinking ya.
Of course la, there's still more.
If not why should I wait for him till he broke up with his ex !
( Keep using this to pissed Terry off! hahaha )
HE'S SO CUTE LAAAAAAAAAAAH! argh!



He's such a nerd and ah kum (OMG DON'T KILL ME), But me like :P
Hahahahha, before his hair rebonding and after, lol.
I'm so bored now!!!!!
Screw facebook man, so lag :(



Hey Hey, why not I post something about What & Who am I missing now? :D

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